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people like you and me never get this peace
it comes from denying that everything is so screwed up
Created on 2008-02-13 15:32:03 (#14936148), last updated 2009-11-22
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i'm Barbara, i'm 15.
i live on niterói/rj, near the beach. i date girls. i'm fucked up.
i'm always reading, writing, drawing, photographing, singing, playing, thinking, suffering.
i've been dumped before because he thought i was TOO complicated LOL
i'm online 24/7. i love my cellphone. i block people on MSN constantly. i take surveys.
i never know what to say. i love real emo. i love being alone.
okay, i'm so fucking weird and unstable. i can't define my personality and i'm always trying to be talented on something. in fact, i'm completely ankward. i'm diagnosed with multiple disorders, and i'm afraid of butterflies.
you sure can add me if you want, but i complain a lot. bye.

messy, DEPRESSED, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, BIZARRE, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, IRRITABLE, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, EMOTIONALLY SENSITIVE, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer, creative, smart, IDEALIST, loner, attracted to sad things, disorganized, avoidant, can be overwhelmed by unpleasant feelings, prone to quitting, prone to feelings of loneliness, ambivalent of the rules, SOLITARY, daydreams about people to maintain a sense of closeness, focus on fantasies, acts without planning, low self confidence, emotionally moody, can feel defective, prone to lateness, likes esoteric things, wounded at the core, FEELS SHAME, frequently losing things, prone to sadness, prone to dreaming about a rescuer, disorderly, observer, easily distracted, does not like crowds, can act without thinking, private, can feel uncomfortable around others, familiar with the darkside, hermit, more likely to support marijuana legalization, can sabotage self, LIKES THE RAIN, sometimes can't control fearful thoughts, prone to crying, prone to regret, attracted to the counter culture, can be submissive, prone to feeling discouraged, frequently second guesses self, not punctual, not always prepared, can feel victimized, prone to confusion, prone to irresponsibility, can be pessimistic.
Interests (97):
11:11, 27.12.2007, acoustic guitar, alcohol, alice cullen, arcade fire, barzin, beep beep, being alone, big sunglasses, black and white, body modification, breathing, bright eyes, caffeine, caio fernando abreu, capslock, cheese, chocolate, chuck palahniuk, cigarretes, cinema, classical music, coke, collages, conor oberst, culture, cursive, desaparecidos, despair, dresses, edward cullen, elliott smith, emile hirsch, english, eyes, feeling, filosophy, folk music, friends, him, holding hands, hugs, imaginary heroes, indie stuff, individuality, intensity, internet, japanese culture, journalism, kisses, languages, lo-fi music, lyrics, make up, memories, music, nathan amundson, nebraska, neely jenkins, neva dinova, park ave., photography, piano, pizza, postsecret, psychology, rainy days, randomness, real emo, reasons to smile, rivulets, saddlecreek records, sadness, sara quin, secrets, sherri dupree, singing, sociology, son ambulance, songmeanings, stalking, subway, sunflowers, surveys, tap dancing, tegan and sara, tegan quin, the good life, tilly and the wall, tim kasher, two gallants, underground bands, vegetarianism, vodka, win butler, writing
Schools:
Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry - Hogsmeade, Scotland - Highland, United Kingdom (2005 - present)
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